Choosing Thomas

Psa. 127.3 Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD,
the fruit of the womb a reward.

This morning our family watched a video of the amazing and grace-filled story of T.K. and Deidrea Laux sharing their experience of losing their first child after only five days with him.  They knew what they were in for.  Deidrea says at the end of this first video:

“We didn’t terminate because we were hoping for some kind of medical miracle, we didn’t terminate because he is our son.”

There was not a dry eye in our home, and there probably won’t be in yours either.  May the hearts of many be moved by their story.

Watch here.

Update:  View Diedrea’s diary here.

HT: Justin Taylor

A Cause For Sunday Morning Praise

When I look at myself (absent of the Gospel), I see iniquities.  I count, feel, and am discouraged by every one.  I feel unable to stand.

When I look at myself as God looks at me, through the eyes of the Gospel, I see this: one forgiven, loved, a receiver of plentiful redemption, redeemed from all iniquities.

This is the Gospel, preached by the Psalmist in the first testament.  Once again, on another morning waking with a cold heart, I find HOPE in the Words of God.

Psa. 130.0   A SONG OF ASCENTS.

Psa. 130.1   Out of the depths I cry to you, O LORD!
2 O Lord, hear my voice!
Let your ears be attentive
to the voice of my pleas for mercy!

Psa. 130.3   If you, O LORD, should mark iniquities,
O Lord, who could stand?
4 But with you there is forgiveness,
that you may be feared.

Psa. 130.5   I wait for the LORD, my soul waits,
and in his word I hope;
6 my soul waits for the Lord
more than watchmen for the morning,
more than watchmen for the morning.

Psa. 130.7   O Israel, hope in the LORD!
For with the LORD there is steadfast love,
and with him is plentiful redemption.
8 And he will redeem Israel
from all his iniquities.

The Cosmic Extent Of Salvation

“The cosmic extent of salvation is seen as the Second Adam offers up to the Father a created order in which He has subdued every enemy (1 Cor. 15:24-26), and there is nothing unclean in the garden over which He rules (Rev. 21:1-8).”

- Russell D. Moore, The Kingdom of Christ (Wheaton, Ill.; Crossway Books, 2004), 106.

HT:  Of First Importance

The Power Of Vision – A Brief Morning Meditation

Picture a child in a crowded market that has become separated from her father.  There is a swirl of people about, moving in every direction.  Her vantage point is made all the more difficult because of her comparative size.  What is the first thing that she does?

She starts looking for her father.  Head moving in fast motions in every direction.  Eyes darting about.  Everything in her little life has changed because she cannot see her father.

And then, she lays eyes on him.  And in an instant, everything in her little life has changed because she CAN see her father.

There is power in vision.

I contemplate this picture because of what I observed in the Psalms this morning.  In two verses, the Psalmist mentions “eyes” four times:

Psa. 123.1   To you I lift up my eyes,
O you who are enthroned in the heavens!
2 Behold, as the eyes of servants
look to the hand of their master,
as the eyes of a maidservant
to the hand of her mistress,
so our eyes look to the LORD our God,
till he has mercy upon us.

There is a simple but profound truth in this Psalm for us today, one that has fed my soul since reading and meditating on this morning.  As a child of God, I must set my eyes upon God.  In good times and bad, I must direct my eyes toward him.

This takes effort, does it not?  Other things will attract our gaze.  They will distract us from looking where we should.  But the Psalmist reminds us – using two analogies – set your eyes (look!) upon the One who can (and will) help us.

And here is more Biblical comfort – we are not the only ones looking.

2Chr. 16.9 For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to give strong support to those whose heart is blameless toward him.

Do you know the context of this verse?  It is at the time of King Asa.  He has already been delivered from his enemies one time by the LORD, when vastly outnumbered, no less.  But this time, as he faces an enemy at the gates again, he turns to the king of Syria for help.

What has he done?  He has taken his eyes off of the LORD, revealing a lack of trust.  He begins to look elsewhere for someone he can rely on.  And Hanani reminds him that his reliance should have been on God, and verse 9 is the reason why.

This is amazing truth for us!  At the same time we are setting our eyes toward him, looking for him, his eyes are searching us out, aware of our circumstances, longing to provide the very thing we are hoping for – strong support, or as the Psalmist cries for here, mercy.

The power of vision is not found only in the first testament, but the second one as well.  Maybe you are already thinking of the illustration that I am thinking of: Peter walking on the water.

As his eyes were set on Christ, he was fine.  He could walk on water!  Don’t let the familiarity of the story remove the ridiculous nature of that reality.  As I sit here on the shore of Lake Superior it is hard for me to imagine walking upon its rolling waves.  But Peter got that shot.  And it was when he turned his eyes away from Jesus (which revealed an inner trust that was shaken), he slipped down into the waves.

Beloved, “turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in his wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of his glory and grace.”

Growing in the grace of seeing Jesus with you…

Cross-Centered Videos

C.J. Mahaney

C.J. Mahaney

Over the years, I have been richly blessed by the preaching, teaching, writing, and even a few interactions with C.J. Mahaney.  He is a humble man through whom God has poured much grace.

You may now enjoy benefitting while watching – Sovereign Grace Ministries has just added 25 sermons and two Q&As to the Vimeo site.

Here is a listing:

Do Not Love the World
1 John 2:12–17
New Attitude    
January 3, 2002

Sovereign Grace
Ephesians 1:4
Sovereign Grace Small Group Leaders Conference
November 14, 2002

Only One Gospel
Galatians 1:1–5
Covenant Life Church
December 8, 2002

Interrogating the Legalist Within
Galatians 3:1–5
Covenant Life Church    
February 9, 2003

Cravings and Conflict
James 4:1–2
Covenant Life Church    
March 21, 2004

The Morning After
Psalm 33
Covenant Life Church
October 31, 2004    

Encourage
Ephesians 4:29
Covenant Life Church    
December 12, 2004

Different by Design, Session 2
1 Timothy 3:14–16
Different by Design Conference    
January 31, 2005

The Cross: A Meditation on Jesus’s Atoning Death
Isaiah 53
New Attitude Conference    
May 29, 2006

The Assessment That Matters
1 Corinthians 3:18–4:5
Covenant Life Church    
October 22, 2006

Deflating the Puffed Up Church
1 Corinthians 4:6–13
Covenant Life Church    
November 5, 2006    

Trinitarian Pastoral Ministry
2 Corinthians 13:14
Sovereign Grace Pastors Conference
April 13, 2007    

The Idol Factory
Exodus 20:1–3
New Attitude Conference
May 27, 2007    

Discern How to Apply
James 1:22
New Attitude Conference
May 29, 2007    

The Cup
Mark 14:22–42
Covenant Fellowship    
October 21, 2007

Who’s Really at Work?
Philippians 2:12–13
The Pursuit (a conference in Gilbert, AZ)    
November 10, 2007

Q&A on Biblical Masculinity
The Pursuit (a conference in Gilbert, AZ)
November 10, 2007        

A Warning Label
1 Corinthians 2:6–16
Sovereign Grace Church (Apex, NC)    
February 3, 2008

Pastoral Character and Loving People
1 Corinthians 1:1–9
Resurgence: Text & Context Conference    
February 25, 2008

Death Swallowed Up in Victory
1 Corinthians 15:17
Covenant Life Church    
March 23, 2008

Sustaining a Pastor’s Soul
Philippians 1:3–8
Together for the Gospel    
April 17, 2008    

The Troubled Soul
Psalm 42
New Attitude Conference
May 25, 2008

Knowing God as Father
Galatians 4:1–7
Resolved Conference
June 17, 2008    

The Scream of the Damned
Mark 15
Resolved Conference
June 16, 2008

Hidden in Plain Sight
1 Corinthians 1:1–9
Straight Up Conference
October 7, 2008

Q&A with James MacDonald
Straight Up Conference    
October 7, 2008

Extravagant Devotion
Mark 14:1–11
20/20 Collegiate Conference
February 6, 2009

Death
Mark 15:33–39
Next Conference    
May 25, 2009

How Jesus Made Disciples

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Mike Anderson over at The Resurgence is starting a new mini-series (a series of short blog posts) on Jesus and disciple-making.  He concludes:

Jesus was hospitable—he was welcoming, personable, and friendly. His personality was so magnetic that the disciples were drawn to him—he was such a good host that he even brought them to a wedding party, and made sure they had enough good wine to drink. Now that’s a good guest to have at a wedding—bringing extra wine in case the father of the bride was too cheap to get enough.

I recommend you read the whole thing, and follow the series – it looks like it will be a good one.

19 Years

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19 years and 1 day ago, on August 25, 1990, I married Susan Ann Reko.

This providential and grace-filled act of God was second only to the gift of his Son, Jesus Christ, in the Gospel.

I do not marvel as often as I should that Susan is mine.  But this morning, I awake stunned by the fact.  I have now lived more of my life with her than without her, and cannot imagine being separated from her.

Tonight we will celebrate God’s grace to us in this marriage with a meal at Va Bene Berarducci’s Caffe and then a walk around Lake Superior and Canal Park.

I can’t wait!

Prov. 31.10   An excellent wife who can find?
She is far more precious than jewels.
11 The heart of her husband trusts in her,
and he will have no lack of gain.
12 She does him good, and not harm,
all the days of her life.
13 She seeks wool and flax,
and works with willing hands.
14 She is like the ships of the merchant;
she brings her food from afar.
15 She rises while it is yet night
and provides food for her household
and portions for her maidens.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard.
17 She dresses herself with strength
and makes her arms strong.
18 She perceives that her merchandise is profitable.
Her lamp does not go out at night.
19 She puts her hands to the distaff,
and her hands hold the spindle.
20 She opens her hand to the poor
and reaches out her hands to the needy.
21 She is not afraid of snow for her household,
for all her household are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes bed coverings for herself;
her clothing is fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is known in the gates
when he sits among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them;
she delivers sashes to the merchant.
25 Strength and dignity are her clothing,
and she laughs at the time to come.
26 She opens her mouth with wisdom,
and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue.
27 She looks well to the ways of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children rise up and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women have done excellently,
but you surpass them all.”
30 Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain,
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
31 Give her of the fruit of her hands,
and let her works praise her in the gates.

Chosen

“The gospel of Christ’s painful death on our behalf has a way of breaking our pride and our sense of rightful demands and our frustration at not getting our way. It works lowliness into our souls. Then we treat each other with meekness flowing out of that lowliness. The battle is with our own proud, self-centered inner person. Fight that battle by faith, through the gospel, in prayer. Be stunned and broken and built up and made glad and humble because you are chosen, holy, loved.”

- John Piper, This Momentary Marriage (Wheaton, IL: Crossway Books, 2009), 56.

HT:  Of First Importance

Restful Location, Good Food, & Fast Cars

We have enjoyed our first full day up in Duluth, MN.  We’ve all reflected a few times on what a grace of God it is to have this time away together as a family, in such a wonderful area, and a great place to call home base.

I thought I’d share a couple of pics.  First off, the view from our balcony, lakeside, Lake Superior.

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Next off, we decided to try something different tonight for supper, and were not disappointed.  We had a fantastic meal at Hell’s Kitchen.  Isabella noticed that a requirement for getting hired at this particular restaurant must be that you have at least 3 tattoos, 2 body piercings, and hair color in the neon ranges.

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One final thing.  Let me be the first to say, that despite some of the temper-tantrums that a cute three-year old (Nehemiah), and a cute five-year old (Ezra) can throw, they are indeed a gift and heritage from the LORD (Ps. 127:3).

AND, they also are a benefit to have around when walking down the sidewalk after dinner in Canal Park when a Lamborghini Murcielago (MSRP: $382,400) happens to park in an open slot right where you are taking a stroll, and their cute little faces tickle the fancy of the owners and they ask if you’d like to sit in their car.

Yup, actually happened.  Thank you iPhone camera.  It’s been a great trip thus far…

WOW!

WOW!

Nehemiah gets a seat.

Nehemiah gets a seat.

Ezra gets a seat.

Ezra gets a seat.

From Across The Globe

A good friend of mine, who is a missionary in a very difficult context, is reading the same book on prayer that I recently read – A Praying Life, by Paul Miller.  He provides a thought and a moving quote.  Soak on this one for awhile:

I’ve been particularly struck by a quote he presents from the 16th century.  It point to the fundamental condition of the Christian life – we think we’ve “arrived” when we are least desperate.  But rather, it is our desperation that actually pushes us into Christ.  This is essentially the paradox of Jesus’ words to Paul in 2 Cor. 12: “My power is perfected in your weakness.”

Here’s the quote.  The author imagines these words of Christ to a believer:

“I know those moods when you sit there utterly alone, pining, eaten up with unhappiness, in a pure state of grief.  You don’t move towards me but desperately imagine that everything you have ever done has been utterly lost and forgotten. This near-despair and self-pity are actually a form of pride. What you think was a state of absolute security from which you’ve fallen was really trusting too much in your own strength and ability…. what really ails you is that things simply haven’t happened as you expected and wanted.

“In fact I don’t want you to rely on your own strength and abilities and plans, but to distrust them and to distrust yourself, and to trust me and no one and nothing else. As long as you rely entirely on yourself, you are bound to come to grief. You still have a most important lesson to learn: your own strength will no more help you to stand upright than propping yourself on a broken reed. You must not despair of me. You may hope and trust in me absolutely. My mercy is infinite.” (John of Landsburg, A Letter from Jesus Christ; quoted in Paul Miller, A Praying Life, p. 58).

“Whoever Is Wise, Let Him Attend To These Things”

I went to the Scriptures this afternoon, hungry to hear from God.  I wanted – needed – reminders about his love toward me.  I desired to apply the Gospel to myself.  You know what?  The Bible does not let us down, and especially the Psalmists.  Today I was instructed how I (we) might increase in wisdom:

Psa. 107.43   Whoever is wise, let him attend to these things;
let them consider the steadfast love of the LORD.

So, to be wise is to “attend to these things.”  And what are “these things?”  They are those things that increase our understanding as we “consider the steadfast love of the LORD.”  And how we do that is by reading the prior 42 verses of Psalm 107.  I’ll give just a couple of examples:

  • You may be someone wandering in “desert wastes,” hungry and thirsty, with a soul fainting within.  Cry to the LORD in your trouble, FOR he satisfies every longing soul and fills the hungry soul with good things.  (Ps. 107:4-9)
  • The Psalmist unfolds a timeline of redemption: they sinned against God, BUT when they cried out to God, they received deliverance from God, and then lifted up praise for God.  (Ps. 107:10-15)
  • Again – they were fools because of their sinful ways and their iniquity, and suffering came as a result, BUT when they cry out to God in trouble, then the LORD delivers and heals.

These are examples of the steadfast love of the LORD.  When I am hungry of soul, he will satisfy.  When I rebel and sin, he will forgive.  He does this because he loves me, a love that found its greatest expression in the giving his own Son, Jesus Christ, for me (1 John 4:9).  Because of Jesus, because of the cross, I have forgiveness, healing, and life!

May God increase our wisdom, and comfort our souls, as we consider His steadfast love.

Crucifix

“The Teddy-bear exists in order that the child may endow it with imaginary life and personality and enter into a quasi-social relationship with it. That is what ‘playing with it’ means. The better this activity succeeds the less the actual appearance of the object will matter. Too close or prolonged attention to its changeless and expressionless face impedes the play. A crucifix exists in order to direct the worshipper’s thought and affections to the Passion. It had better not have any excellencies, subtleties, or originalities which will fix attention upon itself. Hence devout people may, for this purpose, prefer the crudest and emptiest icon. The emptier, the more permeable; and they want, as it were, to pass through the material image and go beyond.”

—C. S. Lewis, “How the Few and the Many Use Pictures and Music” in An Experiment in Criticism (Cambridge 1961), 17—18.

HT:  The Shepherd’s Scrapbook

Discipleship Starts At Home

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As Christians we rightly want to be involved in discipleship relationships.  Being discipled.  Discipling another.

As Christian parents we can sometimes wrongly forget that we are in a season of life with built-in, 24×7 disciples – our children.  If we have time for anything, it must be to disciple our children in the faith (Deut. 6:1-9).  Friends, we must not neglect this.

Here are two good posts to get you going: